Wednesday, October 01, 2003 ·

My bible is on my bed... I know I should go read it. I know I should go spend time with God. But I'm not doing it. Why? The closest answer I can get to the truth is... I want to do this on my own. I can't stay still and wait for Him to do something. I want it to happen now... I want her back now. I thought I could pick it up where God left off... Truth is, He isn't done yet. I snatched it out of His hands. I just hope that I didn't ruin anything.

Daryl, you silly silly boy. When will you learn to rely on me? I will provide.
But I want her.
I'll give you whats best for you.
But I want her.
Trust me.
But... will it be her?
Daryl... please don't doubt me. I've never failed you and I never will.
Yah, but I don't want anyone else...
Daryl, stop worrying and go to bed... Tomorrow will be a better day...
Are you sure?
Trust me.
Goodnight... Thanks for everything
I love you, Goodnight

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The Visits

The Encouragement

Books I'm Reading

  • The Practice Of The Presence Of God by Brother Lawrence
  • Vintage Jesus by Mark Driscoll
  • A Million Miles In A Thousand Years by Donald Miller
  • A Royal Waste Of Time by Marva J. Dawn
  • Travelling Mercies by Anne Lamott
  • Through Painted Deserts by Donald Miller
  • Thriving As An Artist In The Church by Rory Noland
  • The Adventure Of Worship by Gerrit Gustafson
  • Christ The Lord: The Road To Cana by Anne Rice
  • Christ The Lord: Out of Egypt by Anne Rice
  • Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller
  • Sex God by Rob Bell
  • Jesus Wants To Save Christians by Rob Bell
  • Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller
  • Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell
  • The Wigglesworth Standard by Peter J. Madden

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